It was not painful, she was not sick… she had no broken limbs. She simply laid down under a tree and passed during the night – on the lovely 9600 free acres of Skydog Sanctuary – surrounded by her wild herdmates.
Could it have been any better for her? I think not.
She was buried under her favorite tree.
Rojo, Remi and Sam’s herdmates all gathered to pay their respects… and then they all moved on.
As it should be.
The cycle of life.
MY THOUGHTS FOR SAM
It tore my heart to send the ‘Stang Gang (Sam, Rojo and Remi) to Skydog – but I knew it was the very best option for them. I knew I could never offer them the freedom, the LIFE that they could live at Skydog. To me, the invitation to relocate to Skydog Sanctuary was like winning the lottery for my previously wild horses.
How could I not?
And… I felt totally secure and contented with the decision as time went on. I knew Clare of Skydog gave my trio – and all of her charges – the best of care. The best.
When I visited Skydog Sanctuary, Sam, Rojo and Remi all came running to visit and tell me all about their wonderful new adventures. They looked robust and happy. Every time. Robust and happy. As it should be.
When Sam first arrived to me in our Grass Valley ranch (you can read that story here), she was sick, skinny and very pregnant.
I had 8 years plumping her up and getting to know Sam. At first, she wouldn’t let me touch her. After time, she considered me a trusted friend. Sam was street smart. She wisely pushed her baby to bond with me even though she may not have wanted to be loved on by humans. She knew this was the world now.
But even thought she didn’t want human interaction, she did everything I asked. Sam understood what I wanted and graciously did whatever I needed her to do. She went through any gate I opened and put herself back after free grazing.
She understood sunscreen. In fact, she’d ask for it in the summertime.
And, my greatest compliment to Sam, was that she was the VERY BEST mother. Not only did she mother her baby, but she mothered everyone elses’ babies better than they did!
WHY DID I SEND THEM TO SKYDOG?
As most of you know, we recently moved from a perfect setting in Grass Valley, to a not so perfect setting in Paso Robles.
My domestic horses were OK living here on 10 acres with not much diversity… but the previously wild mustangs (Sam, Rojo and Remi) were horribly bored. Remi hung her ears sideways on most days. It was heartbreaking.
So, when the opportunity arose to send them to Skydog Sanctuary, I knew it was the right thing.
Having her pass so soon (we think she was around 16 – 20 years old…), was shocking. But, if she had passed here with me in Paso, I would have been sad for the last 16 months of her life.
But, having her pass at Skydog, well… I think she spent her last 16 months – HAPPY.