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Starting the New Year with a ‘Day in the Life of Mama Tess’.


Thursday, January 1st, 2015 | Filed under Mama Tess




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Many of you ask me what I do on a daily basis to take care of Mama Tess and her chronic feet issues from her extreme founder (rotation, sinkage, coffin bone infections…).

Well, to be honest, I don’t have a set protocol.  I play it by ear, so to speak.

Oh sure, I have my  ‘regulars’ like: no sugar, very low carbs, her meds… and then I supplement the rest according to how she is feeling – or according to whatever ailment might strike.

You see, recovering from unrecoverable founder is a very unpredictable road.  Tess now has so much damage to the tissues inside of her feet, her blood flow and regrowth abilities have been compromised in ways that create other issues.  Since she hasn’t given up, the plan is to keep on keeping on until we have sufficient recovery to grow a healthy hoof.   Every day is a new (and different) day.

Actually, if I write the book, the motto will be, “Always wait 48 hours”.  Of all the scary days – and there have been many over the last 20 months – 2 days later, she has pulled through.  I cannot tell you how many times I’ve almost lost hope.  I cannot tell you how often I’ve thought that I had failed her or that this journey was hopeless – only to find her up and about like a Champ just a day later.

I always feel silly afterwards… my horse has more inner strength, faith and knowledge than I do.

HOW DO YOU DO IT, DAY AFTER DAY?

So, my personal motto is, “Faith.  This odyssey is beyond my comprehension so just go with it.”

And that is what I do…  with veterinarian and Founder Warrior help, of course!  But most days, it is just me and my mare.  When I’m down in the barn, attending to her feet or assessing how she is feeling, I simply clear my head of FEAR and try to listen to my inner self to figure out what to do each day.

Usually, it is simple common sense with a dash of HorseGod intuition, I think.  If you do something every day, it becomes second nature.  You notice little things much more loudly.  It all becomes easier in the medicinal sense.  And, if you are able to calm the emotional side of yourself, each day is a learning gift.

I actually do feel like I could write a guidebook on all the simple, little things I’ve learned that make it so much easier.  And my goal, if and when she grows a healthy hoof, is to write the guidebook.

‘Mama Tess’ Guidebook to Unsurvivable Founder.’

Yup.  I promised her that.  If she makes herself better, I will write the book to help other horses and horse owners.

A DAY IN THE LIFE… in pictures

Most days are pretty uneventful.

Usually, it starts with breakfast on the Theraplate.  But, since MT is recovering from a Bladder infection, she hasn’t wanted to be on the Theraplate… So, I have let her slide this month.

On my way to the barn, I noted that MT had opened the haybarn door during the night and helped herself.  (I had forgotten to chain it when they delivered hay yesterday.)  All the hay is the same - low carb and tested.  It is OK that she did this... it just shows me where her head is at during the night.   Devious and hungry.  That's my girl!

On my way to the barn, I noted that MT had opened the haybarn door during the night and helped herself. (I had forgotten to chain it when they delivered hay yesterday.) All the hay is the same – low carb and tested. It is OK that she did this… it just shows me where her head is at during the night. Devious and hungry. That’s my girl!

I found her, just awakened, munching on her buckets from the night before.  I gave her the 'yummy stuff' (her meds in her favorite food - Renew Gold) which she gulps down immediately.

I found her, just awakened, munching on her buckets from the night before. I gave her the ‘yummy stuff’ (her meds in her favorite food – Renew Gold) which she gulps down immediately.

I gave her a quick brushing which she HATES when she's busy eating.

I gave her a quick brushing which she HATES when she’s busy eating.

...but I had forgotten her tail so I did that really quickly.

…but I had forgotten her tail so I did that really quickly.

I'm not affiliated with anything or anyone that I am showing here today... just showing what I use.  To groom her, I use these products.  The  Cleansing Spray helps when she has laid down in something untoward.  The Udder cleaner is great for her girly parts - it doesn't sting and you can leave it on, lovely scent.  The coat refresher is just what it says... great for a horse that lays down a lot.  The Main-ly stuff is GREAT for fast detangling.  I don't know how good it is for her hair... but it works fast which is good because Tess is very impatient.

I’m not affiliated with anything or anyone that I am showing here today… just showing what I use. To groom her, I use these products. The very gentle with calming fragrance Cleansing Spray helps when she has laid down in something untoward. The Udder cleaner is great for her girly parts – it doesn’t sting and you can leave it on, lovely scent. The Coat Refresher is just what it says… great for a horse that lays down a lot. The Main-ly stuff is GREAT for fast detangling. I don’t know how good it is for her hair… but it works fast which is good because Tess is very impatient.

I have an assortment of supplements I administer depending upon what is going on at any particular phase of her recovery.  Right now, I am giving her Biotic 8 to get those gut probiotics back after her round of antibiotics from the bladder infection.  The Hemex is to build up her red count (We did blood testing after the antibiotics to make sure her infection was gone and that her liver and kidneys were OK and to check her insulin levels.).  She was anemic which we think has to do with the ulcer she got from the bladder infection antibiotics - ugh.  So, she is getting Hemex and Gastra-FX for her ulcer.  The Anti-Flam is probably obvious.  That is the only supplement she gets daily - no matter.  The Liver Flush is to help her recover since certain levels were higher than expected.  Her kidneys are fine.  But truly, of this list, I really only give her Anti-Flam daily since she is usually healthy and not on heavy antibiotics for a bladder infection....

I have an assortment of supplements I administer depending upon what is going on at any particular phase of her recovery. Right now, I am giving her Biotic 8 to get those gut probiotics back after her round of antibiotics from the bladder infection. The Hemex is to build up her red count (We did blood testing after the antibiotics to make sure her infection was gone and that her liver and kidneys were OK and to check her insulin levels.). She was anemic which we think has to do with the ulcer she got from the bladder infection antibiotics – ugh. So, she is getting Hemex and Gastra-FX for her ulcer. The Anti-Flam is probably obvious. That is the only supplement she gets daily – no matter. The Liver Flush is to help her recover from the antibiotics and ulcer since certain levels were higher than expected. Her kidneys are fine. But truly, of this list, I really only give her Anti-Flam daily since she is usually healthy and not on heavy antibiotics for a bladder infection….

Here she has walked outside and noticed that I shut (and locked) the hay barn door - much to her disappointment.

Here she has walked outside and noticed that I shut (and locked) the hay barn door – much to her disappointment.

She looks at me asking me to open it - but she knows that I won't.

She looks at me nickering at me to open it – but she knows that I won’t. (I put on her flymask because she is sensitive to sunshine in her right eye.

In the meantime, I've worked on refilling her food court.  All day long, she has access to CoolStance (coconut), Low Carb Senior and soaked beet pulp pellets.  I have also added Enzion Horse Hoof supplement to whichever bucket is closest.

In the meantime, I’ve worked on refilling her food court. All day long, she has access to CoolStance (coconut), Low Carb Senior and soaked beet pulp pellets. I have also added Enzion Horse Hoof supplement to whichever bucket is closest.

On her outdoor rotation, she usually stops here first so I leave her a tiny bit of hay to eat while she socializes.

On her outdoor rotation, she usually stops here first so I leave her a tiny bit of hay to eat while she socializes.

When Tess is out socializing, I work on her bed to make this volcano shape.  She sits in the middle and lays her head down.

When Tess is out socializing, I work on her bed to make this volcano shape. She sits in the middle and lays her head down.  (That is Remi in the background.)

MT makes her way down to her favorite morning spot...

MT makes her way down to her favorite morning spot…

As I'm sitting down, taking my pics of Tess, Fluffy Kitty (the barn cat that wants to be an indoor cat) starts making biscuits on my back.  I  put the camera over my shoulder to take this shot.

As I’m sitting down, taking my pics of Tess, Fluffy Kitty (the barn cat that wants to be an indoor cat) starts making biscuits on my back. I put the camera over my shoulder to take this shot.

Here Tess has settled into her morning spot and is requesting a small snack to eat with her friends.

Here Tess has settled into her morning spot and is requesting a small snack to eat with her friends.  She wears a mask because her right eye is sun sensitive.

Of course, I oblige.  She also has a little tub of water.

Of course, I oblige. She also has a little tub of water.  MT loves to feel like a normal horse.  Eating with her friends is a real joy for her.  She does this every day.

After I'm done with all of my chores, I tell her that I'm going inside to work and she should rattle a gate if she needs me.  She says she's fine, a big horse and can take care of herself.

After I’m done with all of my chores, I tell her that I’m going inside to work and she should rattle a gate if she needs me. She says she’s fine, a big horse and can take care of herself.

I checked on her a few hours later and she was back in the barn, eating off of the Food Court.  Next she will nap...  And so it goes.  She will visit with the ponies after her nap and then it will be dinner time.

I checked on her a few hours later and she was back in the barn, eating off of the Food Court. Next she will nap…

Naptme.  When she heard me, she sat up.  But you can see that she lays flat out when she sleeps.  I think she naps about 4 times a day.  I'm not sure how much of that is age (she's almost 25) and how much of it is getting off of her feet.  In any event, I'm glad she rests.

Naptme. When she heard me, she sat up. But you can see that she lays flat out when she sleeps. I think she naps about 4 times a day. I’m not sure how much of that is age (she’s almost 25) and how much of it is getting off of her feet. In any event, I’m glad she rests.

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Tess visits with the ponies after lunchtime nap. Then it is dinner time…

For food, Tess Eats CoolStance, Low Carb Senior, Renew Gold, chia seed, psyllium powder and Enzion Hoof Supplement.

For food, Tess Eats CoolStance, Low Carb Senior, Renew Gold, chia seed, psyllium powder and Enzion Hoof Supplement.

SHE DOES ALL OF THAT… WITH FEET THAT LOOK LIKE THIS.  Healing in Progress.

If you just saw her feet – their shape and condition change weekly – … and didn’t see how well she moves and how happily she greets each day, you wouldn’t believe it.

She does all of this with feet that look like this - hard to believe.  But, it is all a part of the process of healing.

Her feet change constantly.  Right now, this is her left.  This is the one that had coffin bone surgery.  As  you can see, the new hoof down the center is very deformed due to damage and blood flow issues. The Purple color is from PURPLE MUSH which we put on her hoof to draw out any abscesses that might be in there.  This foot seems to have no pain.  Generally, she wears a Hoof Cinch, but we removed that for the trim.  I will put the Hoof Cinch back on tonight.  We use the Cinch to help stabilize the foot with the newer, weaker hoof material down the center.

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This is a blurry shot of the underside of her right foot. She has an abscess that is finally draining (thanks to growth and the trim) in the left lower corner here.  This is actually doing really well.  She has tons of sole and we now only have infection on the left side of her right foot.  Her frog is clean and healthy.

This is the right foot just before her trim.  You can see the lumpy section - that is the abscess that was just released via the trim.

This is the right foot just before her trim. You can see the lumpy section – that is the abscess that was just released via the trim.

 

 

 




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SOMETIMES, YOU JUST HAVE TO TAKE A DEEP BREATH… and TRUST (but first take off the dang beads!).


Sunday, December 21st, 2014 | Filed under Mama Tess




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My New Year’s Resolution, well, one of them at least, is to TRUST more.  You see, I’m kindofa control-liking person.  I’m a ‘get it done’ person.  If something needs to happen, I’ll do it.

And that’s all good…

Until it isn’t so good.

For example, my Lyme Specialist told me that in his experience (and he is the head of Rheumatology at a huge, well-respected Lyme Centric University hospital…), the only people that get Lyme Disease are the very young, the very old and ‘A Type personalities’.

Yup, only the people with lessened immune systems – and those who drive themselves into illness, get Lyme.

Hmmmmm.

This DR stared right into my eyes and told me that I ‘got my cells into this mess, I had to back them out of it’.

“How?!”, I asked, ready to jump into action… (of course.)

He said, “Do what makes you happy, balance your life and trust that you will be OK.”

Huh?

Since then, I’ve started to notice all the ways that I got my cells into this mess – and all the ways I could do what makes me happy, balance my life and trust that I will be OK.” – to get my cells out of this mess.

For example…

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When I came back from doing something that made me happy (Starbucks run), she was on the front lawn, totally happy.

THIS MORNING.

So, this morning, I went into Tess’ barn to feed and she was still in bed.  This was unusual and it upset me.  Why was she laying down so late in the morning?

Immediately, I went into THAT MODE that isn’t good for either of us.

I checked her all over and gave her some of her favorite food.  She stood up, ate it and then sat back down.  She also bit at one of  her feet.

And… In the way that only I can mindblow myself, I started to fret.

MANTRA

“Do what makes you happy, balance your life and trust that you will be OK.”

So, I did.

I fed everyone else, cleaned out her barn and went to Starbucks for a Sunday morning treat for myself.

You cannot be serious about these stupid beads...

So I groomed her and put on Aladdin’s beads.  “You cannot be serious about these stupid beads…”

AS I DROVE UP THE DRIVEWAY…

As I drove up the driveway with my treat, there she was.  On the front lawn, eating.

I felt silly for my morning fret.

Some mornings are better than others for the both of us.  Some days I wake up tired.  Some nights I don’t sleep as well as others.  Some days my hips hurt and other days, they don’t.

Same with her.

“Do what makes you happy, balance your life and trust that you will be OK.”

SO I GROOMED HER – AND EMBARRASSED HER.

I took her photo as she was happily grazing.  And then I proceeded to groom her, which she doesn’t particularly like when she is busy doing something else.

But, I groomed her anyway… and I went so far as to put Aladdin’s Holiday Rhythm Beads around her neck.  She’d look so pretty… I thought to myself.

She HATED them!

I swear… she looked at me and clearly said, “Get these ridiculous things off of me!”

Me:  I will, I will… just let me take a quick picture… and…

Make no mistake... she HATED the beads.

Make no mistake… she HATED the beads.  Look at those ears!!  (Or else the ponies were making wisecracks…)

SO SHE ATE THE FENCE.

She only chews on wood when she wants something.  (It isn’t pain or ulcers, I’ve checked.)

MT started this behavior when she was stuck in the barn without veranda or ranch rights for the first several months of her illness.  If I would come to the barn, she would chew the wood.  If I left, she’d stop.

This was her way of showing me her displeasure and frustration.

Now she uses wood chewing as a shorthand for “Make it stop, now!”  or “Give me something I need, NOW!”

So, what did she do when I didn’t immediately take off the rhythm beads?

She walked over to the Pony Pasture and started to chew their fence.

I took them off.

To show her displeasure, she started eating wood. She does that when she is frustrated.

To show her displeasure, she started eating wood. She does that when she is frustrated.

HAPPY AGAIN…

The beads came off and MT made her way down the driveway and back up.

And to think, a few hours ago I was ready to fret about her today…

“Do what makes you happy, balance your life and trust that you will be OK.”

Clearly, I’ve got some reprogramming to do!   In 2015, I strive to be a Type B (Breezy) Personality!  ;)

What? I'm fine.

“What? I’m fine. Quit hovering!”

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Of course, they all got a nice bite as I drank my Latte…

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